As of now, I'm moving to Wordpress. I don't really use the functionality which is specific to LJ any more. Also, I'm kind of pissed off that LJ broke its promise of 'no ads, ever'. Wordpress, on the other hand, has a lot of functionality which I like (stats! categories!) and its flexibility suits my needs. I'm also not sure anyone will mind much that I'm switching, except for the people who read my LJ in their friends page, if you go to the new blog you will find it's super easy to add it as an RSS feed to any reader, or you can even sign up to get an email whenever I post a new entry. yay Feedburner. (This is, also, quietly, a plea to continue reading what I write.)
I suppose, what with the end of my relationship, the move back to the states, the beginning of my PhD, I thought I might toss one more change onto the pile. For future reference, I won't be closing down my LJ. I will, however, be using it as a more 'personal' i.e. not public, friends-only, blog in truly emo LJ stylee. So (!!!!!) if you read this blog, but you are not registered as one of my LJ friends, and you're not bored to tears by the personal stuff, comment below to be added.
So, without further ado, I can now be found at blog.erinamelia.org

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Tesco, the UK's largest retailer, has announced a plan to put 'carbon labels' on four categories of its own-brand products: orange juice, potatoes, laundry detergent, and light bulbs. The labels, which were developed with the Carbon Trust's carbon labelling program, show the number of grams of carbon which the product is responsible for during production, packaging, distribution, and disposal.
(.....although to be perfectly honest I'm HUGELY cynical about the whole thing.)
Also, sat through a nice staff briefing presentation today which was a timely reminder that slavery is still endemic in Brazil. China too. Did you know that before? Well, now you do. It should piss you off.
Finally, I'm not sure if this continues the crushing negativity or injects an element of hope into the proceedings, I direct you to an NPR story featuring my friend Juan Hoffmaister. You've got to listen to the audio slide show, which rocked my world with its ability to communicate some powerful truths with JuanPa's usual blend of passion and understatement.
- Mood:restless
BUT two good things are happening.
1) I can turn my computer into a seismometer.
2) Look what Google made!
The problem is that it's very slow going. I can only read about 5 or 6 pages before I have to put the book down and clutch my head, pondering the fact that humans may well be totally fucked. Seriously, we're so doomed. I contempate the death of our civilization for a few minutes before I pick up the book and start again where I left off. Read, pause, think about doom, repeat.
(Do I really think we're doomed? Not really, or I would be trying to make vast amounts of money and enjoy the last days of hedonism before the sea eats New York. These days I'd say it's about 50/50 doom/hope.)
Anyway, read the book. It's really good.
- Music:Tom Joad Part 1 - Woody Guthrie
And just a couple of things to rant about briefly:
- Barack Obama showing that he really is kind of an elitist prig. Not that I think that any of the candidates aren't, but he's REAAAAAALLY not doing himself any favors. Even I was kind of miffed by what he said, and I'm a card-carrying member of the educated white bourgeoisie. Doesn't he think that the white working class (check out this article for a more thorough investigation of what the 'white working class' is, anyway) might have reasons other than plain ol' stupidity and/or fear for voting against their economic interests? I think they do.
- Hillary, why are you sticking Osama bin Laden in your ads? (Unless it's to point out that we still can't find him.) Shame on you. Down, FUD, down.
- Finally, McCain, no you do not know what it's like to not have health care. This makes me livid. As though someone who has had government provided health care all his life knows the quiet, constant fear that people have when they can't go to the doctor, when a life threatening illness or even a trip to the hospital can bankrupt you for the rest of your life. Fuck you fuck you fuck you. And an extra fuck you for good measure.
- Mood:cranky
- Music:Los Lobos
Over the weekend a friend of mine informed me in his most dignified tone of left wing irritation that he finds it hypocritical that people in the US and the UK are upset about Tibet when their own countries are occupying Iraq. Which is a point, yes. But the thing that makes the Chinese government so much worse, above Tibet and Burma and Sudan, is the fact that it's a totalitarian, dictatorial regime. It's NOT the same as all of the other imperialistic countries who get the Olympics (not, deep down, that I give a rat's ass about the Olympics), it's worse. People in China can't even use the internet. And this farcical media spectacle/fake torch run really drives it home, the cheerful way in which the Chinese government is happy to lie to paint itself as a legitimate government, to protect its own wizened grip on power. It would be funny if it wasn't so sad. What does it mean for the world that one billion people are living under a regime that purposefully misleads them and tries to teach them not to think too deeply about where the power lies?
Also, a voice labelled 'Olympic Historian' has just informed us that the Nazis invented the Olympic flame. Huh. I did not know that.
Pound cake was one of my very favorite things as a child, especially home baked. I, too, share her horror that people try to pass of angel cake (or worse, 'diet cake' and variations thereof) as pound cake. This is a sin. Follow her recipe for proper pound cake in all its fabulousness. I might add in a little more vanilla and orange or lemon zest.
“Light” pound cake will never be superior to pound cake. The sun does not rise in the west and set in the east. Fish do not live in the sky and birds do not live in the sea. Bears do not crap in toilets. There are laws and rules and some things just ain’t changing. Pound cake needs a pound of stuff. Call it love if you want. Just so long as you put it in the cake.
The Gristmill today pointed me in the direction of 'One Nation, Under Elvis', an article by Rebecca Solnit. It is, essentially, an article about the current 'culture wars' in the US, which is less a war than a massive childish spat between groups of people who all think they're better than everyone else.
Says Solnit,
"Grubby, furry, childless pseudo-nomads who could screw up all they wanted and live hand to mouth until something went wrong and the long arm of middle-class parents reached out to rescue them scorned the tough economic choices of people with kids, mortgages, and no bail-out plan or white-collar options. Some of them did great things for trees, but their approach wasn’t always, to say the least, coalition-building. It also wasn’t ubiquitous. There were some broad-minded people in the movement, and some who even hailed from these rural and poor cultures, and Earth First! always had a self-proclaimed redneck contingent—but the scorn was widespread enough to be a major problem. And it seemed to be part of the reason why a lot of rural people despise environmentalists."
This is not to say there isn't a lot of narrow-minded hate directed at earnest lefty tree-huggers, which is just as bad as the long-standing joke that everyone in between the coasts is Cletus the Slack-Jawed Yokel*. But the environmental movement has spent the last 100 years waiting for people to come to us. Time to climb down from the high horses and go to other people for a change. Solnit also points out something that I think ALL justice-minded greenies (particularly in America) need to remember every day:
"The Sierra Club, which Muir cofounded with a group of University of California professors in 1892, saw nature as not where one lived or worked but where one vacationed. And traditional American environmentalism still largely imagines nature as vacationland and as wilderness, ignoring the working landscapes and agricultural lands, whose beauties and meanings are widely celebrated in European art."
In other words, this is fundamentally a class issue. Deep in the American environmental psyche is the idea that people and nature are somehow separate, and that more importantly only 'wild' land is 'natural'. But humans are animals too, and have their part to play in natural cycles of environmental management. The trick is to live in our environment responsibly, to restrain our pine-beetleish tendedncies to overwhelm and exhaust the resources available to us. Responsible ranchers, farmers, and loggers have been doing this for millennia, and we urban environmentalists have a lot to learn from that. As long as people in cities - particularly rich people who drive their Range Rovers to rustic inns in the mountains - see the people who actually work the land, and love it as a livelihood, as unworthy, we're never going to solve our common problems.
* Although I would like to point out that I have actually seen Cletus, but that's another story.
We wanted it to look nice for the pictures.
Since Edwards dropped out (and this Krugman column made me cry), I've had a hard time getting excited about the Democratic primary. This isn't just out of character, it's out of keeping with the massive turnouts recorded all over the states which (I assume) means that heaps of other people are terribly thrilled. It's a strange combination of disillusionment, apathy, and indecision that I've never experenced before. Between Obamania and the Hillarybot, who the hell am I going to vote for?
Yes, Obama's very charismatic and a spectacular public speaker. But in terms of policies, he's a well-cut empty suit. Without mandates, his healthcare plan is worthless and will leave half the uninsured still out in the cold. Hillary's plan doesn't do this, but she might destroy the Democratic party. Obama seems to be uniting progressives all over the US but at the same time I'm a little bit creeped out and turned off my his cult of personality. On the other hand, my gut feeling tells me he might be more electable, because so many people (irrationally) hate Hillary. My feminist gut tells me that this is because America is more antifeminist than it is racist, and that a lot of people hate her more for being a strong, intelligent woman in politics than because of her policies (many of which I still find uncool, such as her early support for the Iraq war). Damned if you do, damned if you don't.
So I voted my conscience: I decided not to decide. I'll obviously fight hard for whomever wins the
Sez Bob Herbert: "The presidential candidates don’t seem to be rising to the nation’s many crucial challenges with the sense of urgency and the creative vision that is called for. Not yet, at least."
Meanwhile, I've joined Ravelry and am knitting like a fiend. It's nice to have a second hobby when your first one depresses you. I'm slightly alarmed that I've only been on there three days and i've already caught a very subtle Little Women reference in the forums and queued up more than 10 new patterns I want to try. And, of course, I've already found someone who knitted their own Obama hat.
- Music:Napoleon - Ani Difranco
There was also a great New York Times story about rehabilitating the dogs that were rescued from Michael Vick's pitbull fighting ring. The scale of the abuse is just mind-blowing - including one who had all her teeth pulled out so she could be forcibly mated with other dogs. I just can't imagine how people can do this to other critters; it's such a small step between animal abuse and sociopathy. At least a lot of them have loving new homes with places like Best Friends Shelter and BADRAP.
Finally, in a somewhat perverse example of animals gettin' their own back, a number of workers in a pork processing facility have picked up an obscure and debilitating neurological illness from - you guessed it - aerosolized pig brains. Okay, you probably didn't guess that. Also, you might feel like barfing. I know I do.
ETA: I forgot to add a link to the story of Puddles who rose from the dead as Panchito. Which goes to show that sometimes people love animals a little too much.
- Mood:pessimistic
- Music:Roisin Murphy
All my keys were gone though, and soon enough i realized that I had left a birthday card in my bag with my London address on it. D'oh #1. We've got to change the locks. Now, as I'm going to bed, I've discovered that I can't find my iPod. It's exactly the kind of thing I throw in my bag every morning without thinking, so even though I haven't used it today I've probably been carrying it around with me. And now dodgy trench coat man is carrying it around with him. D'oh #2. And finally, I can't find my USB drive. I'm much more upset about the 'kyoto now' lanyard it used to hang on, because that's a memento from Bali - but there was loads of personal stuff on it. D'oh #3. That's the locks in Oxford need changing, then. And loads of my personal info wandering through the world.
Fucksticks.
- Mood:deeply irritated
Yes, the overall declaration was watered down. But this post from global deal is a really good summary of the policy wins in Bali, showing how promising the Bali groundwork could be.
The long days, late nights and constant talk about politics must be getting to me. I had the craziest dream last night -- I was at this old 1930s-era ballroom in Iowa, the kind of place where, like, Duke Ellington would have played in his heyday but that now has to settle for the Tesla reunion tour. I was surrounded by conservative Christians and these weird groups of teenagers who were unusually excited about abolishing the IRS. Chuck Norris was up on stage, talking about putting Marines in headlocks and dancing with his younger, blonder wife. And for some reason, Mike Huckabee was there, playing bass on "Sweet Home Alabama" with a local band called the Boogie-Woogies while MSNBC host/former "Contract With America" revolutionary Joe Scarborough sat in on guitar.
Oh, wait, you're right. That wasn't a dream.
Read the full article. And while you're at it, watch Huckabee's Chuck Norris approved TV ad.
Lest you think the world is going to hell in a wierd-shit-filled handbasket (and I wouldn't blame you if you did), here is the new Radiohead album and a deer strikes back. Go deer.
- Music:deer attack